Jukebox Friday

Stay – Rihanna ft Mikky Ekko

It had been a little rollercoaster of a day, so I guess something to reflect my mood. ‘Stay’ is a beautiful song, with a beautiful musicΒ video, not the Rihanna I usually expect. Hope you have a good weekend!

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Kinky Dungeon

Confessions of a Sadist

Kuvahaun tulos haulle sadistI don’t think I’ve talked about my sadist side much. I’m sure I’ve described her before as a tiny little sadist living inside of me. And I say little, cos like my masochist side, I don’t feel the need to feed it regularly. However, by little, I don’t mean I’m interested in causing only a wee bit of pain. πŸ˜€ I feel the need to explain this cos whenever I say that I have a little sadist living inside of me, Sir Atticus would scoff at it and tell me that it’s not exactly little. But I don’t think sadism or masochism work like that. There’s really no limit to how much pain a sadist would like to cause or a masochist would like to receive.

Kuvahaun tulos haulle sadist masochistI am both a sexual masochist and a sadist, I get aroused from both aspects. Being a submissive is, however, still my most prominent sexual orientation and both my S and M are inseparable from D/s. Meaning I need to be submitting in order to get aroused from pain. My sadist basically works the same way, but it’s a little complicated than that. Cos I don’t really get off on being dominant. I do enjoy bossing around and I’m very good at it, but I don’t get sexual satisfaction from it. But I do get aroused from acts of sadism but in order to get off, I need to submit. And both my S and M side require a consenting partner. Especially on the S side, cos you know, beating others without their consent is kinda illegal. πŸ˜€ And since I’m only borderline psychopath, I don’t think I would enjoy hurting anyone not consenting. Much. πŸ˜‰

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Nerdy Basement

Eastwatch – GoT S07E05 review (quickie)

Ah, the filler episode of the season, where lots of tiny details are given to prepare for action oriented episodes to come. So because there are some many tiny details, I’m going to do a quickie review.