Tag: Christmas

Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow! – Frank Sinatra

It’s Christmas week, I just finished the last workday of the year and it would just be a cherry on top if it would actually snow outside now. I mean, I do live in Finland, so it’s not unheard of to have a white Christmas. We did have an insane amount of snow last week but alas, temperature rose back up above zero celsius so most of the snow melted at least around the city center. I knew it was too good to be true to have a semi-warm yet snow-white Christmas. Nevertheless, one could still hope so I choose a wishful song for this week’s Jukebox Friday – a little bit of Sinatra never hurt nobody. 😛 Have a peaceful and wonderful Christmas weekend! ❤

Its That Time of Year – Anna and the Apocalypse

Merry Christmas! Hope you are having a peaceful yet fun one. I’m not much for Christmas songs, so every year I set out to find one that’s not traditional. This year I found the one in a great Christmas movie with a title that’s so fitting for 2020: “Anna and the Apocalypse”. It was a great ride, with banging songs. Here’s one of them. Happy Christmas again and have a great weekend too!

Juicy/Say So/Like That (BBMAs Performance) – Doja Cat

I know it’s the Christmas season but I happen to dislike Christmas songs. I was watching for the 3rd time Doja Cat’s performance at the BBMAs and I think it looked very festive so here ya go, this girl is phenomenal. Hope you enjoy and have a great weekend!

Day 25 of the Kinky Advent Calendar 2018

Day 25 – Cock Drunk
Primal

 

Merry Christmas and a warm welcome to the final day of the kinky advent calendar 2018! Through these 25 days, I hope you got an idea of what sadism and primal means to me. My ultimate fetish, the one that really matters, a true fetish as I don’t think I can be fully sexually satisfied without feeding this certain hunger on a regular basis. The other kind of sex, sure it can be fun to have once in a while, just like junk food. But this is what give the much-needed nutrients to the sexual being inside of me – and that is getting cock drunk. I guess just by saying primal sex, it’s going to be hard to explain, and it is a bit different for different primals anyways. So I think the term ‘cock drunk’ might be easier to explain.

I first heard it being used by a porn star being interviewed and she was talking about her favorite scene where she got completely cock drunk. She didn’t exactly explain what it meant but I understood what she meant immediately and thoroughly. It’s having your brains fucked out, it’s fucking so intense that you have trouble thinking, or in my case even seeing clearly. I would be utterly consumed by the sensations of a cock going in and out of me, vaginal or anal or both but most likely through vaginal sex. Just because I loooooove when a cock hits my cervix. Sometimes I would get shivers through my whole body, sometimes I get goosebumps all over. When it gets really really good, I would shake uncontrollably. I moan a lot and quite loud (so I’m told) and sometimes when it is mixed with a certain amount of pain, my moan would turn guttural or even growls. My mind kinda empties out and my whole existence is pure pleasure. I’ve heard people describing orgasms feeling like this, but orgasms are only max 30 seconds while feeling cock drunk can last for tens of minutes. I’m actually glad that I don’t orgasm easily through vaginal intercourse, because getting an orgasm would prevent from this kind of sex to continuing as I would be way too sensitive to fuck that rough.

There are also few signs that the sex made me completely cock drunk. Cos the aftermath can be uncontrollable twitching as the residue of the intense fucking course through me and kinda hits my core in waves of post-pleasure. I actually love that feeling. I would get so cold, as in teeth-chattering cold even indoors. I do also get drowsy af, and a nap sounds the best thing in the world right about then. Sometimes I wonder whether I feel more strongly than some people when it comes to fucking and that’s why I’m addicted to it and literally can’t live without it.

That is it for the Kinky Advent Calendar of 2018, thanks for sticking with me for the ride. Here’s to a great year of kink and hope the next one is going to be just as colorful! Until then, stay kinky! 😉