For those new to my blog, this used to be a pretty kinky place. 😀 ‘Slap Ass For Motivation’ started after I broke up with my ex-fiance at the age of 30. I know, very cliché. It was supposed to be about single life in my 30s but it quickly become a blog chronicling my journey discovering the kinky lifestyle and also exploring the local kinky community. For years, my main content for this blog was sex, kink, and dating-related. But, just like for everyone else, the rona had put a stop to pretty much any activity. To my utter horror, I realized that the last post about dating or sex was in March 2020. It was Courtship Chronicles part 13, I re-read the post and it sounded almost ominous. XD I don’t remember much about dating in 2020. I was still playing with Oliver back then but we actually ended our friends with benefits relationship around summer 2020. I do remember the one date in November 2020 with an Irish guy and he was fantastic at sex but he met someone serious so it was just that one time then. What a huge pity. After him, I pretty much decided to take a break from dating. I blinked and one year went by without me seeing anyone or even going on dates. In autumn 2021, kinky events momentarily started back up but I’ve already got this notion in my head that my next date after such a long break can’t be that good cos the Irish dude was so good. XD In November 2021, I did break the curse and went on a pretty good date with a Dutch guy. I haven’t seen him after our first date though. But we aren’t here today to talk about him. We are here to talk about Steve (not his real name, duh). 😀
I met Steve exactly two months ago, on the 12th of November 2021. Okay, that wasn’t exactly true. I met Steve in 2016, in the summer. On my birthday actually. My friend Y invited me to have a drink and I met Y’s friend Steve who was also at the bar. If my type in men would be molded into an actual man, Steve would be exactly it – 188 cm tall, blonde hair, and grey/light blue eyes, I was instantly drawn to him. I don’t exactly remember what we chatted about that night but I do remember we talked about choking and that I really really enjoyed it. One thing led to another and I ended up asking him to put me in a chokehold and choke me until I fainted. Right there at the bar. XD I still remember gaining consciousness and the first thing I saw was his face smiling at me. I don’t know if he knew just how turned on I was by him. After the bar closed, we went to another bar, just me and him, and all of that felt like a dream now. But! Nothing happened. We didn’t even kiss. Cos back then, I was an obedient little submissive playing with Sir Sade and I didn’t get permission from him to play with someone else. Not from lack of trying though, funny how Dominants weren’t answering messages at 2 am. XD
After that initial meeting, I already got an extremely strong sense that Steve and I were very similar. He felt the male version of me. We chatted via messages for a while but it wasn’t that long. We were at a different stage in life back then, I just got to exploring and he was tired of all the random relationships he had and was looking for something serious. The next thing I knew, he did find a serious relationship. Actually, he found several of them, one after the other, for the next 4+ years.
Around summer 2021, our mutual friend Y texted me that Steve was finally single now, and here’s his number. XD I don’t know why it took me months to actually text him but I’m glad I finally did in November. I asked him to go for a drink and we ended up picking the same bar we met all those years ago. We found ourselves in the exact same stage in life – we both have had enough of super serious relationships and a casual and fun relationship that isn’t goal-oriented is just what we are both looking for. In other words, friends with benefits. 😀 That bar night, I don’t remember when was the last time I had so much fun. We ended staying quite late, starting out chatting just the two of us but then with others too cos among others our mutual friend Y came there too.
It wasn’t until 2 am that we went back to my place and had some intoxicated sex. There was a lot of kissing and groping, and the skin-to-skin felt amazing. He might be one of the very few that I actually enjoy kissing. He tastes like cigarette smoke and that didn’t bother me at all. He smelled like something spicy, like cinnamon and ginger and something sweet like butterscotch with a hint of campfire from the cigarettes. Already the first time we had sex, it felt oddly intimate to me. For the life of me, I couldn’t explain what made it different than my other drunken sexperiences. It might be the brief but impactful history we shared. Little did I know, it was only the beginning of something that would redefine my relationship with my own body, my sexuality, and my orgasms. But that’s a story for another day. 😛 Don’t worry, I won’t take another almost two-year break. Until then, stay kinky! 😉