Day 16 of the Kinky Advent Calendar 2016

Tears, crying and being broken

Welcome to Day 16 of the Kinky Advent Calendar 2016! This month had moved on so quickly, we are already in the Top 10 zone! At number 10, we have tears and crying. 😀 Breaking me in different ways might also be Sir’s favorite pass-time, and He is the first one who broke me with pleasure. This year, I’ve also experienced very intense and sometimes quick breakage. I’ve broken down sobbing from just slaps on the face and I’ve been rendered an incoherent hot mess with way too much pleasure. I think it’s the extra step that I’ve taken emotionally, that it’s not just D/s for me, and Sir is not just my Dominant but so much more. And it’s the contrast of hanging out with the man behind the Dominant, and the thrill to see how He can turn His D-side on and off, and most of the time, it’s a seamless and natural thing to be both at the same time. And because I care about Sir a lot, there is an extra layer of emotions that results in me being broken sometimes very easily. I enjoy also being thoroughly free to feel everything and to show how I feel too.

Tomorrow, something soothing and tender and necessary, on Day 17 of the Kinky Advent Calendar 2016.